this is so true

before you can grow up,

you must fall in love three times.

once, you must fall in love with your bestfriend,

ruining your relationship forever.

this will teach you who your true friends are,

and the fine line between friendship, and more.

once you must fall in love

with someone who you think is perfect.

you will learn that no one is perfect,

and that you should never be treated

as anything less than you deserve.

and once,

you must fall in love with someone

who is just like you.

this will teach you about who you are,

and who you want to be.

and when your through with all of that,

you will learn

that the people who care about you the most,

are the ones that your hurt.

and the onces that hurt you

are the ones you need the most.

but most of all,

you learn that love is only a concept,

and is not something that can be defined.

it is different to each and every person on this earth.

SO

go for the guy you are totally comfortable with.

not the one you have to act like

a slutty bitch in front of to get his attention.

go for the one that is perfectly happy with you,

the real you.

you shouldn't have to try to be someone your not,

for any guy.

ever.

don't go for that guy,
that sucks up to you,
and drowns you with compliments.
go for that guy who pisses the fuck out of you.
the one who you can fight with,
argue with, and cry over.
but still love him with all you have.

yoyo!
its been a mth plus since i last blog.
OCT and NOV was a bad bad mth uh?
down with fever for 2 times
and guess what?
i cried almost every week.
first it was on the 2nd oct when "she" ran away from club and met an accident,
sad to know that she's paralysis.
its was so much for me to handle and to face the owner.
its bloody hell horrible =(

and den ginger was throw back to me becos the owner had enough fun of her.
she was full of ticks and she's sick.
took her to hospital and realize her kidney is spoil.
spend 6k to save her and finally brought her back to club
and i poke her with needle to keep her living.

and guess what the fuck happened the next day?
DALE suddenly passed away without giving me any warning.
it was on the 2nd Nov 8.45am.

so followed by ginger on 7th NOV 1.55am.

its was terrible and horrible.
suck to max!

so wtf is wrong?
i am super sad and sick for the pass few weeks.
i hate this type of life.
its bloody FUCK UP

anyway, its time for me to leave.

but hmmmm
i need to stay to help up with the new boss.
-_-

should i? =(

*jus got bitten by a tick. FML