Decided to give up for now

Becos happiness dun last

I need more time to have a better personalities.

There are times like now I feel like giving up on everything, everything that I care for and everything I am trying for.

Life's reali tough n I've made it even tougher for myself.

I should reali give up on things that r making my life tough.

2012- who shouldn't be in my life should be my decision.

I'll rather not have anyone.

It's hurt badly

VERY BADLY

Ting: You know very well what are good/bad for you. Every decisions is a risk, do it and one day, you will overcome it.

reali appreciate this msg from u, xuan.
its becos i know it so well whats are good n bad and what r the risk involve that make me not able to make any major decision.
JAN is ending and FEB is coming.
i am in a very bad state
i am so lost and worry =(

anyway, what has to be done has to be done.
will be very brave and strong when the time come =)

Loves <3