Stupid DumbDumb

2012-02-06T21:11:00.003+08:00

There are times like now I feel like giving up on everything, everything that I care for and everything I am trying for.

Life's reali tough n I've made it even tougher for myself.

I should reali give up on things that r making my life tough.

2012- who shouldn't be in my life should be my decision.

I'll rather not have anyone.

It's hurt badly

VERY BADLY

2012-01-26T01:09:00.002+08:00

Ting: You know very well what are good/bad for you. Every decisions is a risk, do it and one day, you will overcome it.

reali appreciate this msg from u, xuan.
its becos i know it so well whats are good n bad and what r the risk involve that make me not able to make any major decision.
JAN is ending and FEB is coming.
i am in a very bad state
i am so lost and worry =(

anyway, what has to be done has to be done.
will be very brave and strong when the time come =)

Loves <3

2011-12-22T20:45:00.002+08:00

hohoho~~
i have resigned!
well, its been a long time that i wana resign as its reali too stressful le.
but i choose to stay becos i am happy working there.
now, new boss suck to hell and its horrible.
they simply dun kind abt the welfare of the dogs.
how to work like that?
n as a boss, their attuitube is too "disgusting".
maybe they treat me as a dog?
they can be so evil to a human,
how can they be any nice to a dog?
dun bear to leave but i have to.
they are monsters and will kill me soon.

jus hope that they get someone good to handle the place.
hope that they dun anyhow feed the dogs like what they do to their dog.
haix
i am sad yet happy.
sad to leave and happy that i finally leave.

gona complete my M9 by Jan den try out for months and die die get the 15k den leave the company. hahhaaha

den maybe use the money study or do business?

JAN will be my rotting month!! woohoo~

this is so true

2011-11-21T11:48:00.001+08:00

before you can grow up,

you must fall in love three times.

once, you must fall in love with your bestfriend,

ruining your relationship forever.

this will teach you who your true friends are,

and the fine line between friendship, and more.

once you must fall in love

with someone who you think is perfect.

you will learn that no one is perfect,

and that you should never be treated

as anything less than you deserve.

and once,

you must fall in love with someone

who is just like you.

this will teach you about who you are,

and who you want to be.

and when your through with all of that,

you will learn

that the people who care about you the most,

are the ones that your hurt.

and the onces that hurt you

are the ones you need the most.

but most of all,

you learn that love is only a concept,

and is not something that can be defined.

it is different to each and every person on this earth.

go for the guy you are totally comfortable with.

not the one you have to act like

a slutty bitch in front of to get his attention.

go for the one that is perfectly happy with you,

the real you.

you shouldn't have to try to be someone your not,

for any guy.

ever.

2011-11-21T11:26:00.001+08:00

don't go for that guy,
that sucks up to you,
and drowns you with compliments.
go for that guy who pisses the fuck out of you.
the one who you can fight with,
argue with, and cry over.
but still love him with all you have.

2011-11-17T12:42:00.002+08:00

yoyo!
its been a mth plus since i last blog.
OCT and NOV was a bad bad mth uh?
down with fever for 2 times
and guess what?
i cried almost every week.
first it was on the 2nd oct when "she" ran away from club and met an accident,
sad to know that she's paralysis.
its was so much for me to handle and to face the owner.
its bloody hell horrible =(

and den ginger was throw back to me becos the owner had enough fun of her.
she was full of ticks and she's sick.
took her to hospital and realize her kidney is spoil.
spend 6k to save her and finally brought her back to club
and i poke her with needle to keep her living.

and guess what the fuck happened the next day?
DALE suddenly passed away without giving me any warning.
it was on the 2nd Nov 8.45am.

so followed by ginger on 7th NOV 1.55am.

its was terrible and horrible.
suck to max!

so wtf is wrong?
i am super sad and sick for the pass few weeks.
i hate this type of life.
its bloody FUCK UP

anyway, its time for me to leave.

but hmmmm
i need to stay to help up with the new boss.
-_-

should i? =(

*jus got bitten by a tick. FML

2011-09-26T22:25:00.003+08:00

i am so sick today
but its ok
bcos i love my job
and
i overcome everything toda
because
one of my regular customers (a son (30 plus) and his mum (60 plus))
actually hoped and asked me not to leave c4p when the management change on dec
altho they are not the first one to ask me to stay, i am very touched by them.
their reaction was so big and the way they ask is so true.
and a lot of them ask me to hang on (funny tho) haha

been tinking alot recently regarding my job at c4p.
i have doubt in myself at times if i can overcome the stress from work
hmmmm
but when it comes to my customers and their dogs,
i cant bear to leave
they will always show their appreciation by getting me some gift
not the gift that makes me happy but their appreciation.
i might not be able to have this type of feeling/happiness again in life after i left c4p??
yes my job is happy and fun but its not only tired but stressful too
i am like looking aft LIFES everyday
how can that be not stressful?
should i ask for a demote?
yes too much to handle
i am not smart nor hardworking
haha
life goes on......................
and
I
AM
FUCKING
GOING
FOR
MY
M5
EXAM
TML
AGAIN.
jus like wat i had said, its ok to FAIL.
hahhahahahaha
i am not givin it up YET

goodnite and wish me LUCK!
huat ar!!!

2011-09-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

where r u when i need u?

2011-09-23T22:34:00.005+08:00

its ok to fail.
jus dun give up.
haha
i jus fail my module 5 again (second time)
but its ok.
i will try again
ya its kind of like FML
hahaha
family laughed and said i need to go for the 5th time to pass! (jus like my tp)
FML

2011-08-14T17:18:00.002+08:00

hi guys

i have decided to stop working full time le
am trying out for else thing
hmmmm
i duno if i can make it not
but well, i am still young to give everything a try?

maybe oso a short break for myself ba?
i duno if i should continues my full time job aft the change of management not.
but i am sure that i am gona try out other stuff le

gona be real busy again
like always
haha

wish me luck ya

oh ya, i am not gona let anyone to hold me back from doing anything i wan.
so pls dun try to stop me.
my future is in my hand =)

2011-08-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

Single = freedom
Attach = love

I HAVE NONE

2011-06-26T14:51:00.004+08:00

working life for everyone --> BUSY
YES i know.
but i still feel that even how busy anyone is....
a person will still find sometime for the onessss she/he love.
what i mean by love?
NOT JUST the love for gf/bf but frens too
if one dun give a damn to...
den... wat can i said?
yeah.. life goes on.
frens are impt to me but if you dun give a damn..
den nth i can do ya.

ok little update on me..
working is stil fun for me
busy and tired at times still..
haha
but i love it.
will be swimming on every monday and friday( after pool is cleaned and filtered) LOL
i mean... swim with dogs.. haha
its fun!
but ya, my skin getting darker and horrible. haha

i am waiting for aug to come.
til den, i will have to make a big decision in life.
all the best to me ya?

for now....
jus enjoy working ba =D
life is too short!!
i got limited time to do alot of things!!

oh ya, i had promised myself to bring aiai out on every weekends
and yes i did =)

brought aiai to bbq last nite!
@ seletar yishun dam!!
haha
qutie fun wor!
build up our own bbq pit.. haha
all DIY!
believe that aiai enjoyed herself =)
bbq pork chop for her. she love it!
but didnt eat finsh everything!
too full?

LOVE GATHERING!

gona bring aiai to bishan park with ray!

nap time.
bb

2011-06-12T21:13:00.001+08:00

i dun tink u give a damn to this frenship.
horrible

2011-06-04T21:24:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!?
Y SO BUSY?
I AM GOING TO FAIL MY M5 EXAM THIS COMING FRIDAY!
FARK

ok back to topic, haha
jus wana ask u guys to take good care k
dun get too stress up with work =)
stay happy and healthy!
TAKE CARE AND CATCH UP SOON!
LOVES

2011-05-16T19:33:00.003+08:00

My life has always felt like an unanswered question.
Am waiting for something to happen.
Been telling ppl tat once busy apr is over i 'll be free
but now, seems like i am more busy
i am confused and hoping something good happen after all the bad news
i can and will make it
frens out there, give me some more time to settle down with this
i am seriously busy and tired
pls bear with me
i know it might piss u off when i only reply "sorry"
i am tired.
bear with me for this period of time

I wan to make things out.

2011-05-08T11:35:00.002+08:00

life been so so so busy!
becos its too fun and happening!
HAHA
love what i am doin everyday =)
tinking of 1 yr back when i was doin my attachment,
its was damn freaking SUCK!!!
i tok i will end my life in the LAB!
now that i ended up in a lovely place full of fun and smile
seriously love it
the morning greeting from all the beloved furkids
would brighten up my day!
of cos, ther's still sometime i got stressed up =(
and i will always overcome it!!
weekends should be time for me to rest
but its unfair for aiai rite?
been bringing aiai out during the weekends
and i seriously didnt have much time to slack( slp more)
i know i am fallin sick soon if i dun give myself a break
but but but
NOT ENOUGH TIME!
hahaha

Mr Stupid, i know i have neglected u!
sorry la
haha
i know u will understand =)
love u!

2011-05-05T21:01:00.002+08:00

i duno wat's wrong
did i do anything wrong?
seem likes i am losing one best fren
jus a feeling goin through me.
feel SUCK.

2011-05-01T20:43:00.001+08:00

Part of growing up

2011-04-24T13:35:00.003+08:00

ok gona update abt my busy life =)

first of all, i am busy with work for sure!
most of the time i am physical tired?
after all, i love it.
FOR NOW my life is kind of "settle down".
tho i stil have alot to learn from my work but i am happy with wat i am doing.

my life is 80% perfect.
and yes i love my life.
it might be a lie.
but we should all be positive rite?
i might be "trying" to be happy?
but i know i am happy with life
its jus tat.... at times... i got this weird feeling of upset
and i know the reason.
you know i am trying hard to put it aside
so tat i can go on n on with a big smile.

if u can feel me, i am always not happy but i am trying.
lying to myself tat i am happy
think of all the good and blessing i have
instead of all the bad stuff.

gal, we all have a sad story to hide.
but i wan u to know
no matter wat,
we are always here for u.
You've made us worried for u.

MY UNIQUE PAPA & MAMA

2011-04-16T14:46:00.003+08:00

papa n mama been stockin up recently jus for my birthday celebration.
i reali appreciate it tho i might look "heck care".
as i am reali tired to get settle down with my job at Club4paws (the driving part is killing me)
papa reach home from work at 11 pm plus and i know he's tired
but he stil go NTUC buy packet drink, food.. blah blah... jus for my celebration.
i been telling them tat its jus a small party to gather my frens only...
but they dun seem to understand?
haha
i know they love me.
and yes i know =D

i know they spend a few hundred on this
i promise i will give them back more den this

ok, now..
jus a small update of who is coming?
primary mates: Shawn, Elen, Donavan and Wilson
sec mates: Xuan, Chew mei, Elicia, Gerald and Jess.
poly mates: Vic, Cy, Sharon, Jac and Mjw
frens: Kelvin, Javier, Micheal
cousin: x4 plus aunites and uncles.
animals: RAY

LOL

2011-04-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

I will take the first hit
and the last
i will take all the punishment
for my past
cuts and scares
deep within
all the bruises
for my sins
dark and deep
i can take it all
i know i deserve this
so watch me fall
go ahead
its ok to laugh
i knew it was coming
when i went down this path
come on
look me in the eyes
iv been through so much
I'm not going to cry
please people
crowd around
point and whisper
as i lay on this ground
I'm almost gone
just one more shot
then you can leave
as i lay dead in this spot
family and friends
the rumors are true
believe me i deserve this
for all the times i have lied to you
you have no clue
cause iv always been nice
well now you really know
as you see every slice

AIAI's 3 yrs old birthday =)

2011-04-09T22:33:00.003+08:00

bring aiai to Nex for a small celebration for her birthday =)
she enjoyed herself and she's sleeping like pig now.
and i am damn tired...
she's heavy for me to carry..
haha
but she's so guai la =0
she love the food ther (meat) but didnt wan to eat much when she was ther..
reach home finshed everything...
she didnt wan to eat the dog ice cream =(

i was damn stressed out from work and i seriously forget abt her birthday until my sis asked me.
feel damn guilty.
i seriously hate driving
i cant change lane............

next week = hell week for me
god bless.

2011-03-28T18:02:00.002+08:00

start work tml le =)
feel confused?
kinda scare n stress ba?
first full time job. haha
lucky its something i enjoy working with.
hoping the for the best and be safe while driving on the road everyda.
gona be a busy april but it should be fun as all puppies are on solid food now
they start to bite hands le..
time to train them!!

changed aiai's kibbles to taste of the wild (salmon) =)
little more expensive but she's kind of like it.
maybe for 5 days? hahahhaaha

got myself a p plate le.
yes time to drive ard singapore.
JIA YOU!

2011-03-25T22:01:00.003+08:00

hmmmm
quite tired aft i came back from taiwan
took aiai to the vet tat cost me 99.50 buck plus cab 12 buck.
and more to come.....
aiai need to change her diet to those super expensive dry food...
which is good for her GI~
feel abit down not for the money la..
but for her =(
no meat for 6 weeks..
but but but
i doubt i would feed her on jus dry food~~
yes i will stil give her some meat.
i cant live without meat jus like aiai..
she will die like me!
haha
she's pretty well now
she gona start on her "no meat" diet tml..
god bless her

and yes, i bought myself a p plate le
i am learning to drive the mini van for my job le.
not easy for me.
too many address to remember =(
JIA YOU!

hey gals, time to catch up
haha

2011-03-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

PASS LE!!
finally!
haha

oh seriously i got a feelin of " dun wan go taiwan le"
reali cant bear to leave aiai =(
haix...
dun tink i will get another dog in the future?
or maybe gona get a huge one.. ??

=(
=(

2011-03-03T01:45:00.002+08:00

ok finally its over =)
feel good!
gona make full use of of this few days to rest!
blackie gave birth to 5 black puppies!
so cute!!

ok i've a lot of stuff to tink abt.
and i tink i would have the time to carry out things tat i wana do.
for the past half yr, aiai's daddy been asking me to feed aiai raw.
hmmm
i dun wan to... for a lot of reason.
but now come to tink of it, and after reading more online stuff abt raw.
its seem better?
Mr stupid been asking me and tellin me to doo so.
yes, i dun wana listen to u, cos i am the one lookin aft aiai now.
i make the final decision not u!

ok i decided to feed aiai raw =)
happy?
but i gona start with medium rare..
slowly change to raw and bone.

i am worry k!
duno if her stomach can take it not.
i'll try for u and her =)

2011-02-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

oh well, tat's life huh?
haha

seriously i cant concentrate on my exam
last two paper and i am like........ forget it...... sure pass de.
LOL
out of the sudden, i dun have the feeling to score 3 for my GPA le.
haha die... no more A le lo??
slack almost the whole day day day~~
but stil need to study la!
tml is the 28 feb
wonder if blackie will give birth tml not?
leap year babies =)
cool huh?
lets see.

2011-02-25T14:35:00.001+08:00

5 days to holiday
15 days to TP
17 days to Taiwan
35 days to my first full time job in life
54 days to my 21st birthda!!!
haha!

2011-02-25T13:41:00.004+08:00

was so busy during this exam period
and guess wat?
i wasnt busy with my exam but with a small little life out ther =)
to our surprise, she gave birth to one pup.
and she's not blackie.
we only realise blackie was pregnant but not the above one.
sad
we did not gave her extra nutrition that she deserved
lucky the pup was round and healthy.
thanks god.
and i will be more busy
as blackie gona to give birth within this few days
lots of things to do....

ok for myself, i've agree to work full time at club4paws le.
apr will start work as full time le.
1.8k with a mini van for 7/24 plus petrol and parking.
not bad la. haha
weekdays work with flexible workin hrs. =)
so why not?
since i love this job so much
and every one's is nice =)
love it.

2011-02-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

eating non stop like pig
kinda excited for blackie and ginger to give birth.
due on the month end! so excited and yes i am worry.
give birth = risk
=(
i hate exam.

2011-02-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

i am too slack during the first few days of study break
its always like this
i had nv changed
=(
very bad
now i've lots of unread notes
and i left 1 day to do so.
haha
holiday soon =)

2011-02-19T00:38:00.001+08:00

i'll hold on to the false hope til the day gone.

2011-02-19T00:37:00.003+08:00

If I am lost for a day; try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September,October I'm alive
November, December, you all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive

2011-02-17T15:38:00.001+08:00

i slp more den i study
sian
no mood study!!!!!!
help me!!

2011-02-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

happy valentine day =)
today its the 4th yrs of valentine day with mr stupid.
and yes, we quarrel again.
valentine day is our "sum up of unhappy things day"
haha at least we make ourselve clear.
and it always ended happily.

he gave me a very good valentine day present in words
he said i look ugly with the "gong gong hair".
fark u!
i am reali angry that u cant make it back on my 21st birthday.
idiot!
i hate u.

2011-02-06T15:18:00.002+08:00

happy CNY!
been quite busy like everyone else and i had enjoyed myself.
now, its time to reali start study le?
bioenterprise report and project presentation are stil on hand.
and there's stil a poster presentation.... WTF rite?
thursday-- PCT exam and i reali hate it. its jus a 2 credit shit and theres so much to study -_-
only got 1 wk break b4 exam. kinda sian =(
no break in btw papers is totally sux.
NYP reali need to improve a lot.

2011-01-31T21:07:00.003+08:00

my whole family and myself are goin to malaysia on wed to thursda
i should be happy...
but now, i feel so stressed up
poor aiai got no bed room to slp for the nite
and i reali duno how..
will she be ok?
will anything bad happen to her?
=(
will my grandpa abuse her?
may god bless her.

2011-01-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

dun wonder for anything
bcos the fact is there

2011-01-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy
tired tired tired
but i live life to the fullest =)

2011-01-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

2011-01-26T21:16:00.001+08:00

2011-01-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

2011-01-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

tats y i dun trust ppl nowaday
its kinda sad
~~~
but i stil got so many of you =)
so should be happy ya~

*you can nv get a good fren in ur life.
cos u dun treasure anyone ard u at all.
you will be lonely forever.

2011-01-20T18:48:00.004+08:00

taiwan's air tic and hotel booked!!
woohoo~~~
holiday mood!!
how to go for exam!????
hahha
but my tic was the most expensive one out of everyone =(
i used aiai's piggy bank money to pay for my tic.
and i will replace it on may!!
haha
bad mummy!!
gona start saving my weekends pay le!!!
need at least 1k for my trip!!
shopping and eating~~~~

one doesnt need to miss one if she/he is already in her/his heart =)

2011-01-17T21:00:00.001+08:00

holiday mood!
ok, i am goin to taiwan and genting soon!!
goin to taiwan on mar and genting on apr!
woohoo~~~
BUT
NO $$$
=(

2011-01-13T20:23:00.000+08:00

common test result so fark up =(
byebye GPA 3.0

bestiessss!

2011-01-12T00:08:00.002+08:00

Xuan's 21 birthday!

2011-01-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

10 Jan 2011
love you!

2011-01-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

sometime, i've got the ugre to dash out of the road and let the car knock me down...
so tat i might hit my head and forget everyone.
so tat i wont have stupid nitemare anymore.
so tat i wont be like this now.
so tat i can start a new.
so tat i can be happy?
but everytime when i tink of this,
i am scared
not bcos of the pain.
becos i cant let everyone down.
fark

2011-01-06T00:12:00.003+08:00

times reali fly pass so fast =(
we all have grown up to be big gal with bf le.
but its sad to say, we all dirft apart cos of studies, work, family and bf.
all are so busy with studies, work, family and of cos BF.
its reali sad actually.
not easy to get a slot to go oversea tgt or jus a short trip.
its nv easy
and i reali miss those days when we can jus go out without any "restrict"
am i feeling emo cos BF not ard? haha
na.. this is not a sad post.
hehe.. jus felt tat we all reali grown up le.
few more days to xuan's 21st birthday =D
wow~~ its reali fast.
nowaday, we had so little time to catch up with each other.
and seem like no much common topic like last time
hmmmm
miss those days tat we can jus slack ard
hor?
the end of 2011, we all will be more far apart due to our work load or further studies ba?
maybe one of u gona get marry? hahaha

reali hope we can have more time tgt before we go further apart =(

anyway,
JIA YOU!
and we gona be strong k!
we can overcome de =D
LOVE U!

2011-01-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

feelin so sad
but tats wat i choose
life sux

2011-01-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

super busy lei =(
not enough time sio

2010-12-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2011 !!
woohoo~~
everyone's counting down!
hope there's no more abandon dogs!!
haha
all the best guys!
JIA YOU!

2010-12-28T16:05:00.003+08:00

Flower pot for bioenterise project!
hope they dun die off that fast!

spot the dog!

all the bitches in my room during christmas!

preparing to go xuan hs for xmas!
yummy!!!at xuan hs~

aiai only love the food..
she doesnt like her xmas hat n cloth.

last but not least,
ROBIN!
His new gf

he's a good swimmer but he dun like to swim!

ok
shall end here.
was kana busy for the week
and gona be more busy for upcoming project presentation
and EXAM!

2010-12-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

i havent had a chance to rest at home for abt weeks...
tml finally a day for me to stay home
tho ther's works to do.
i happy enough tat i dun have to leave the house.
and i dun have to wake up early.

this sem is horrible and terrible
i jus feel so busy n tired den before.
totally no time to slack at all.

seriously no time to rest

one week of break had passed
and i am not home everyday
poor aiai
small little poor gal =(

gona pei her the whole day tml.

Goodnites!

2010-12-25T00:18:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS =)

2010-12-17T20:22:00.006+08:00

WOOHOO~~~
finally a little break for me =)
went to NEX with mum n sis for shopping!
WE REALI LOOK ALIKE?!

Well prepared to be future good housewife auntie!

SHE has been accompany me through out the common test week
study with me
sleep with me
rolling on the bed with me =)

waiting for me to finish study..

falling asleep like me =(

ah gong put aiai's milk bone on the table =(
She's looking at it....

as tired as me during test week~

sleep le =(

boring~~

Shopping!

goin back work tml =)
feel so happy
oh!
MAI JINWEI!
thanks for helping me with my common test!

2010-12-17T02:05:00.001+08:00

I DUN LIKE MY 2 WEEKS BREAK!
gona be hell weeks for aiai =(

2010-12-15T22:41:00.001+08:00

PCT so dry!
=(
cannot remember any single thing.
fark

MY UNIQUE MUM & DAD

2010-12-13T01:02:00.005+08:00

Mum asked me " the test how long tml?'
i replied " 12 to 1...'
she replied " huh only one hour ar!? "
and i know in her mind she was tinkin.......
y i study so much..
still take off for two days.

and she actually asked y i take two days off.
she said i should work on sat since the test start from monday
i duno wat she tinkin and she duno wat i tinkin -__-

Sometime.........
i reali........
feel like............
saying........
mummy... fark u!
hahahhahaa

jus now
i told dad,
my purse
got no money
cos i have not work for 3 days

he replied
"i have worked for daysss
but pay not in
too bad"

WTF!!!

2010-12-10T01:54:00.002+08:00

COMMON TEST is not a BIG DEAL
but this time i wan to put in more effort for this 20%
bcos i wana get GPA of 3 la!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need 0.13 more.
PLS AR!!!
ok, i seriously hate PCT!
lame shit of 2 credit with so many terms to remember!
reali waste time
EBM already 3 credit le lo!!!
somemore with so much hints.

NYP MANAGEMENT SUCK
i know they already improved for the yr 1
but fark la
make us die!

goodnites!

2010-12-07T00:13:00.003+08:00

Si Ting is reali very tired.
But she duno why.
So sleepy and restless.
wanted to start doin some revision.
and now, she's gona slp.
she duno wher to start from..
and she cant do revision too early.
she will forget every single thing.
this is how dumb she is.

LIFE SUX for now =)
everything gona be better after march!!!

Woohoo~~~

2010-12-06T00:39:00.001+08:00

2010-12-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

i reali tink i treat my grandfather good enough.
i will always buy food back for him to eat.
i will buy chicken wing for him when i pass by old cha kee or watever shop.
i will always tink of him and buy him food.
i tink i respect him enough.
i stil care.
but it seem like he totally dun respect me at all.
and to him, dogs are useless and should be dump back to wher they belong.
i reali cant stand him.
i feel like tellin him " we reali wish to dump him too"

i am having test n presentation tml
i reali cant give a damn
headache killing me.

WHY CANT HE UNDERSTAND US?!
this is not his house!!

and i saw him farkin carry aiai!
fark off!

2010-12-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU
as a very good fren k!!
dude!
muacks!

2010-12-02T22:02:00.001+08:00

phycially and emotionally tired =(
nitemare everynite is killing me.

2010-11-28T10:49:00.004+08:00

A wriggly puppy offers us not only boundless love and cuddles, they give us a sense of purpose and fulfillment, too. But did you know owning a pet can also boost your immunity, lower your blood pressure, and reduce anxiety and depression, all in one fuzzy package?

Puppies don't stay little for long! Be sure you're there for it all and make every day count for you and your little one with plenty of love, appropriate discipline, and play!

2010-11-28T09:46:00.007+08:00

Most pet owners don't need reminding. Animals make people feel good. But we're talking about more than feeling glad they're around. Your favorite animal can make you healthy and help you stay that way. You may be surprised at just how many ways a pet can improve your health.

It only takes 15 to 30 minutes with a dog or cat or watching fish swim to feel less anxious and less stressed. Your body actually goes through physical changes in that length of time that make a difference in your mood. The level of cortisol, a hormone associated with stress, is lowered. And the production of serotonin, an important chemical associated with well-being, is increased. Reducing stress saves your body a lot of wear and tear

Research has shown the long-term benefits of owning a cat include protection for your heart. Over the 20 years of one study, people who never owned a cat were 40% more likely to die of a heart attack than those who had. Another study showed that dog owners had a significantly better survival rate one year after a heart attack. Overall, pet owners have a lower risk of dying from any cardiac disease, including heart failure.

Therapists have been known to prescribe a pet as a way of dealing with and recovering from depression. No one loves you more unconditionally than your pet. And a pet will listen to you talk for as long as you want to talk. Petting a cat or dog has a calming effect. And taking care of a pet -- walking with it, grooming it, playing with it -- takes you out of yourself and helps you feel better about the way you spend your time.

People who own dogs tend to be more physically active and less obese than people who don't. Taking your dog for a daily 30-minute walk will keep you moving and ensure that you meet the minimum recommendations for healthy physical activity. Two 15-minute walks, one in the morning and one in the evening, will do the same thing.

Researchers have noted that when children grow up in a home with a dog or cat they are less likely to develop allergies. The same is true for kids who live on a farm with large animals. In addition, higher levels of certain immune system chemicals indicate a stronger immune system activation, which will help keep them healthy as they get older.

People with rheumatoid arthritis derive benefit from movements like walking and throwing a Frisbee with their pet. And pets provide a distraction that can help take your thoughts off of your own condition. But perhaps the best help comes from those dogs or cats that seem to be super sensitive to people who aren’t feeling well. Sometimes just their presence can provide a relieving comfort.

A "seizure dog" is one that has been specially trained to live and work with people who have epilepsy. Some are trained to bark and alert the parents when a child is having a seizure outside or in another room. Some lie next to a person having a seizure to prevent injury (as seen in this demonstration). And some work has been done training dogs to warn before a seizure occurs. This gives the person time to lie down or move away from a dangerous place such as a hot stove.

THAT'S NO REASON FOR NOT KEEPING A PET DOG!

2010-11-27T12:04:00.004+08:00

Sharon's birthday!!

aiai always accompany to do my " revision" =)

i wont let aiai grow til this size!
tho its cute!
haha

In love with him
he's a sweet boy =)

ever have a chance to lie on a polar bear?
haha

toda
again
i went
for my
TP
toda
again
i
FAIL
my
TP

fark my parking skill
already hit 2k le
i am such a rich bitch
seriously hate it

i wanted to buy an oven so much for baking
now i am fark broke again

dad asked me" wats in ur brian?"
bf said " i know u sure fail, u are jus too stupid"

i wana win 4D !!!

2010-11-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT

2010-11-20T10:06:00.002+08:00

no mood to study
very tired
seem like alot ppl treat dogs as toy
not fun le den throw away =(
hope ur mum throw u away too.

ok, i am going on diet
low carb =)
No potato, No noodle, No rice, No bread
NO STARCH!
well, low la. not reali no.
haha
gona eat chicken salad from school =)
which is yummy!

sch is reali jus sch
full of projecst n tests
and seriously i tink NYP management reali suck.
well, lousy sch.
haha

2010-11-18T22:26:00.005+08:00

i am very upset
ppl been passing the pup ard
reason being : family dun allow, pup bites, make noise, need attention.
fark up reason
should have ask family before takin rite?
i guess they r old enough to make decision huh?
WTF?
when i was 18, i got aiai
mum been sayin "i will throw aiai away once u not in"
she doesnt allow the dog in the hs too!
aiai spoil so many of our expensive stuff such as,
hp charger x 5 each cost abt 20 dollar plus..
specs x 3 each cost abt few hundred plus.
my sch notes, pens, etc
and love to mess our rubbish bin!
love barking at ppl tat walk pass the hs.
barking non stop in the middle of nites.
urine and poo on my mum's bed!
becos my mum wan to throw her away!
and aiai seriously know it.
so she only pee n poo on mum's bed.
haha
she was kinda naughty when she was young.
and she BITES!

so??
mean i have to give her away?
if ppl reali love their dog
den
PROVE IT LA
dun use mouth to say i cant bear to give away but stil have to give away bcos of
blah blah blah!
PROVE to ur family member tat the dog will change to good.
the dog will behave aft they grown up.
Y cant give them more time?

DID YOUR MUM DUMP U
JUS BCOS U CRY N SEEK ATTENTION
WHEN U WAS A IMMATURE BABY?

DID SHE?
If no, den u shouldnt farkin dump ur baby dog.

BE FAIR TO THEM
THEY ARE NOT TOY!

2010-11-14T22:43:00.004+08:00

i hope my dad can smoke lesser and give me more pocket money
i hope my mum can eat less unhealthy food and gamble lesser
i hope my sis can quit smoking and be more sensible
i hope my younger sis can be more hardworking and less lazy
i hope my ah gong can stop disturbing aiai and stop peeping at us
i hope aiai can be more sociable with dogs and get more active
i hope all my hopes to come true

2010-11-14T00:11:00.003+08:00

i am talkin to shawn while posting this..
he asked " how are you"?
haha
fine of cos..
we both have the same feelin ba..
not sad but jus not happy with life.
rite dude?
JIA YOU!!
we can make it de!!

2010-11-12T18:10:00.003+08:00

woohoo~~
spend half hr cookin for aiai!
healthy meal!!
and she love it!
beef, carrot, pumpkin!!
its better to add some pumpkin in
as beef is not easy to digest =)

YUMMY!

healthy gal!

hmmm
projects on the way~~~
testssss is here =(
SIAN!

2010-11-12T00:44:00.001+08:00

seriously
I AM VERY TIRED AND I DUNO WHY!
****

2010-11-10T20:47:00.004+08:00

have u ever try to wake up in the middle of the nite to look aft a "sick baby"?
i tink for
Vic, she will say YES.
seriously, its farkin tired to keep an eye on the 'sick baby'.
last nite, 1.45am..
aiai woke up and vomited a few times
and she look like there's something in her throat
that cause her not able to swallow water nor food..
its reali heart aching.
wanted to bring her to the animal recovering hospital
but mummy said, she's ok.. jus vomited too much
thats y cannot swallow.........
so... we spend an hour sitting on the floor looking at her poor little face...
so was kind of alrite...
but.... seem like thers smth in her throat =(
so i spend the whole nite lookin at her on the bed...
check her breathing for every 15 mins til the morning....
8am onwards, i called the vet..
no one ans...
call til 9.45am
they finally ans..
and tel me
morning slot is fully book......
so i booked the noon slot.
and i went sch for sgf lect...
and rushed home again..
when i reach home..
she was so active and fine!!
thanks god
mum den told me tat she ate alot =)
and drink too!
and since like, she pretty fine..
but i stil suspect that ther's something stucked somewher near her throat or mouth

anyway, she fine now =)

OK. so what cause it?
i guess its a fish bone. a tiny one!
fark my grandpa.
he gave fish's head n bone to aiai!
i told him lots of time
he will nv listen
i told him, dun feed her, dun bring her down, dun open door let her run away........
repeated weekly! and SEE
hes such a farker!

i dun hate him as much as b4.
but now, hes getting too over le.

i am seriously very stressed up!
its like, aiai is living in a dangerous place!
and i am unable to keep her safe.

everyda, i have to pray b4 i go sch or work.
pray to see her in good state when i reach home.

wat's reali good for her?

ok, i reali hope ray is fine by now.
they are such a loving couple
fall sick tgt.

2010-11-07T16:20:00.002+08:00

shoulder aching! =(

2010-11-05T21:59:00.003+08:00

hope ppl will reali change aft the incident
and i wont allow myself to see them again
i promise.

2010-11-04T21:22:00.003+08:00

DADDY's birthday!

kan xin jiu hao =)

GOODNITES!

2010-10-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

2010-10-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

I’m not happy,
I’m cheerful.
There’s a difference.
A happy woman has no cares at all.
A cheerful woman has cares but has learned how to deal with them.

2010-10-28T18:35:00.002+08:00

one week old

king of the club!

COCO!

extra pay from work!

school is getting boring..
i am having headache
and i started skippin lect
oh well
i am Si Ting :)

2010-10-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

LIFE's not easy
even how much i like you
i already had one
its unfair for the one tat i had
no choice but to give up you
you brought a smile on my face
but
LIFE's unfair

2010-10-24T16:05:00.003+08:00

super tired to work full day for my weekends!
emotionally tired :(
super SIAN when tink of goin sch the next day!
MONDAY!
i hate it
time to feed the dogs
byebye

2010-10-21T00:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
i am alive aft 3 days of sch.
haha.
stil love sch the most
lect, eat, sit, slack, write and takin a nap.
i love my life now.
quite peaceful :)
trying to avoid r/s thingy such as quarreling or watever.
making it as simple as possible
shouldnt r/s be simple and peaceful?
watever it is, i'm gona put in more effort for my last sem
at least get a gpa of 3 la.
fark
i've started to avoid ppl ard.
jus wana spend more time at home ba
i dun reply msg becos how u wan me to reply?
"eh but i dun wana meet u."
or
"eh i wana stay home"

ok, i feel very peace now.
let me be in this peaceful state

oh ya, i been growing n growing fatter.
and i seriously HATE it!

and i duno y i dream alot
no much nitemare but messy dream
alot alot.
make me feel so tired even i've already slept for 12 hours
gosh~

2010-10-18T21:49:00.003+08:00

aiai's new collar from Kenny :))
Thank you!

aiai look like a cat ma?
haha
anyway,
sch was damn boring toda
and i reali hate wasting time in school while waiting for another lesson!
i still love goin school :)
i dun mind being a student forever
hahaha

2010-10-17T20:38:00.004+08:00

ok, i didnt forget abt fiona's birthday

and i got her her favourite
CHOCOLATES
getting present for her is super easy
hahaha

can see the dogs are Q-ing??
LOL
damn love my job
but somehow sometime will get stressed up when ther r naughty dogs ard.
dog fight seem to be more normal for me
not easy to handle
but i wil try :)
always will pray in my heart " dun bite me~~"
hahaha
anyway, my pay had increased from $5 to $6 per hr
so i get $66 per day~~
woohoo~~
burned weekends with $132

ok rite? haha

wanted to be a vet assistant
but seem like its too far for me :(
but i am not giving it up yet!
so beening a pet boarder for now is better den nth rite?
take it as a training to handle dogs huh?
haha
my chilis pot DAY 1
:))
hope it will grow!

sometime aiai dun look like her breed -_-

i am sick :(
can i dun go sch?
MC pls..

anyway, i love being a student :))

4 more months to go~~
wont be blogging much le..
miss me ok? muacks!

2010-10-15T22:32:00.001+08:00

fall sick when sch gona start
FARK

2010-10-14T23:57:00.003+08:00

feel quite upset this few days
is like...........
i am so lost
been askin myself,
what should i do next?
haix
what's wrong with me?
super moody
maybe i have been doin things aimlessly?
:(

2010-10-14T20:10:00.001+08:00

super moody~~~~~~~~~

2010-10-14T19:17:00.004+08:00

brush for HUMAN,
look so like dog's one
aiai and daddy's favourite :))
aiai's wet food
fishy fishy
bought 3 for her toda from the market
and mummy look one to cook for our dinner -_-

money money money become Ink.......
went to compass point in the aftnoon to buy my bus concession, pay bill,
snacks and aiai's packed wet food and fish.
have to cut down beef n chicken for her le
cos all the packed wet food are make from either beef, chicken and lamb
seldom got full fish de
and her dry food is make from lamb
so better get her fish den other meaty~

school gona start on monday le
projects.. reports.. tut.. tests..EXAM.........

goodbye holidays
i wont be able to meet u again in my life anymore
:(
since young i have always loved u
now that u gona leave me forever
i feel so shit.

2010-10-13T20:54:00.002+08:00

aiai love pork floss~~

before grooming

after!!

have u ever re-pack the dry food for ur dog?
in the end,
stil choose back the same brand -_-

toda, Georgia was feelin very weak
she couldnt even stand
she poo-ed two times
and i cleaned for her at 3.45pm for the last time
asked her to eat her meal at 4.30pm
she took her last breathe and passed away peacefully right in front of me
RIP Georgia

2010-10-13T01:14:00.003+08:00

gona bring aiai for grooming while i work tml
puppy cut or mohawk??
haha
mummy say mohawk better -_-
hmmmm
i am stil tinkin..
actually jus a puppy cut will do
at least not botah can le rite?
LOL
goodnites

2010-10-13T01:04:00.002+08:00

seem tat we all have our own problem to trouble about :(
glad tat we stil have each other to hold on to
pls cheer up k?
nth is more impt den being happy :))
frida dinner okok?

2010-10-12T18:31:00.001+08:00

I can’t breathe

2010-10-11T20:11:00.003+08:00

birthda boy~~
3 yrs nv see
first thing we said was
"eh, u grow fat -_-"

went to meet eli and her frens
tiring~~
pasta the pug
so so so cute n fat la
haha
aiai dun like her :(

2010-10-11T03:21:00.000+08:00

love my timetable

Mon 11-Oct-2010 03:14:34

Individual Module Timetable

TIME	MONDAY	TUESDAY	WEDNESDAY	THURSDAY	FRIDAY	SATURDAY
0800 - 0850				WEEK 1-17 CL3101 TUT03 DDevel P.310 SCL GUOXM self-directed learning
0900 - 0950		WEEK 1-17 CL3100 PRA03 PTmics Q.604 SCL BPTLAB3 *EUNICET DIONGLS
1010 - 1100		WEEK 1-17 CL3100 PRA03 PTmics Q.604 SCL BPTLAB3 *EUNICET DIONGLS			WEEK 1-17 CL3100 LEC01 PTmics LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 *ELAVA DIONGLS
1110 - 1200	WEEK 1-17 CL3102 PRA03 SFG P.512 SCL TAILK	WEEK 1-17 CL3105 LEC01 EBMgt LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 *CHIABT TANCN	WEEK 1-17 CL3102 LEC01 SFG LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 TAILK		WEEK 1-17 CL3100 LEC01 PTmics LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 *ELAVA DIONGLS
1205 - 1255	WEEK 1-17 CL3102 PRA03 SFG P.512 SCL TAILK	WEEK 1-17 CL3105 LEC01 EBMgt LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 *CHIABT TANCN	WEEK 1-17 CL3102 LEC01 SFG LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 TAILK
1300 - 1350				WEEK 1-17 CL1109 TUT03 CS2 Q.509 SCL JOSCELYNE
1400 - 1450	WEEK 1-17 CL4106 LEC01 InvMgt N.504 SCL *CHIABT	WEEK 1-17 CL3101 LEC01 DDevel LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 GUOXM HENRYL KELVINT PHOONCW	WEEK 1-17 CL3104 TUT03 PclinT LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 CHERINET	WEEK 1-17 CL1109 TUT03 CS2 Q.509 SCL JOSCELYNE	WEEK 1-17 CL3103 LEC01 MBIDis LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 SENGEK WILLIAMHOW
1510 - 1600	WEEK 1-17 CL4106 TUT01 InvMgt N.504 SCL *CHIABT	WEEK 1-17 CL3101 LEC01 DDevel LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 GUOXM HENRYL KELVINT PHOONCW		WEEK 1-17 CL3100 TUT03 PTmics P.512 SCL DIONGLS	WEEK 1-17 CL3103 LEC01 MBIDis LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 SENGEK WILLIAMHOW
1610 - 1700	WEEK 1-17 CL4107 LEC01 BioEnt N.504 SCL *CHIABT	WEEK 1-17 CL3103 TUT03 MBIDis P.712 SCL SENGEK WILLIAMHOW		WEEK 1-17 CL3104 LEC01 PclinT LTQ-6 SCL Q1-LT6 CHERINET	WEEK 1-17 CL3101 PRA03 DDevel Q.711 SCL MICBO1 GUOXM
1710 - 1800	WEEK 1-17 CL4107 TUT01 BioEnt N.504 SCL *CHIABT	WEEK 1-17 CL3105 TUT03 EBMgt Q.509 SCL *CHIABT TANCN			WEEK 1-17 CL3101 PRA03 DDevel Q.711 SCL MICBO1 GUOXM

Timetable released on 11-OCT-2010 00:00:00
Last amended on 01-OCT-2010 14:45:44

2010-10-10T21:27:00.001+08:00

ally seah~~~~
i hate u
:(
first time buy 4D with u
and u treat me like this
win le oso cannot get the money :(

blue eyes poodle !!

2010-10-09T00:15:00.001+08:00

COOL !! i wana get one !!

Name1 : YONG SI TING (081097B)	Course Code : CLDF01	Acad Yr/Intake : 2010	Semester : S2
Each student should have an individual time-table, otherwise please make arrangement to see Mr Richard Khaw, 6550 1523 or Ms Leong Ai Lin, 65501542 for module registration.