HAPPY

EXAM IS OVER!
wahaha..

EXAM!

ok. exam is ard the conner. i'm stress bcos i wasnt tat stress.! i waste time day dreaming in front of the notes.. i can only spend less den 1 hr on my notes. n ther i go ZzzZZzz..
lots of things happened. i spend more time on it den on my studies.
i dun wana to care n know!
but why?? why everyone is tellin mi n askin mi? how am i suppose to ans? or to give an ans?
ok.. i hate it! i wana be alone!!

is this a kind of exam stress? haha... i dun tink so ba.. i'm reali in a bad mood.
so......... pls do not disturb mi during tis period.. i'll ignore u :)
byebye.

i wonder

ARE THEY STUPID TO TINK THAT I'M STUPID?

ARE THEY BRAINLESS WHEN THEY HAVE A BRAIN?

ARE THEY RESPECTING THEMSELVE WHEN THEY ARE NOT RESPECTING THE OTHERS N MI?

ARE THEY FOOLISH TO TINK N DO FOOLISH STUFF?

AM I TOO CHILDISH OR MATURE TO TINK THAT THEY ARE IMMATURE?

wat can i do to help or save her?

ok..i'm ve upset n angry.
tis little gal who i had brought her up since young.
i love her n i wan her to be safe n good in everyting.
i used to scold n cane her when she is stil small.
i know she dislike mi and she is scare mi.
i had no choice but to teach her tis way.
is for her own good.
i gain nth.
up to now, she is still a small little gal to mi which i had to worry for her for everyting she do..
her studies and her frens.
i dun wan her to regret when she is older.
i wan her to be good.
sometimes, i duno wat i do is rite or wrong.
wat i can do is, i did tried my ve best to look after her.
since young she didnt like to study.
she is lazy n naughty.
is was hard for mi to look after her.
but i had nv give up no matter wat.
when she reached pri 4. i dun cane her anymore.
i know, i reali know. i had to give her respect at the age of 10.
so i used words to teach.. but she dun seem to be listening..
still.. i nag n nag her to study.
ok. finally she is sec 1 now.
but things dun seem to be getting better.
ok.. her studies are ok.
i was proud to know tat she did not bad for her chi n oso some math topic.
i'm reali happy. i hope everytings stay still..
in fact, i'm fine tat she hang out alot with frens..
but things change when i realise tat she wasnt ve happy with sch.
ppl findin her trouble makes mi worry.
but i stil believe tat she'll be fine n wont make trouble.
becos i'm the one tat brought her up..
i taught her wat is rite n wat is wrong.
but now.. i'm ve worry..
wat can i do?
something is ve wrong.
i duno wat should i do!
i reali duno.
FRIENDS?? how am i goin to teach her?
is she goin to repeat wat her sis had went through before?


i seriously need help.

hmmm...wat can i say?

i feel good after tellin one of my fren *something*.. tink we spent 3 to 4 hrs chating like aunties.. haha..
ok.. i jus finshed my part on HACCP report.. haha.. finally can rest le! tired! hmmm..
my NE project's video will be show out to all SCL student to watch.. as it was a GOOD one! wahaha..
actucally feel a bit pai seh la.. i'm a mother (aunties) in the show. haha... :(

haix..i'm tinkin of exam now! seem like ther r alot of stuff to study :(
i wan to burn all the notes n drink it!

100th post! wahaha

aiyoyo.. so long ve blog le.. haha..
ok. got my common test result.. LOL
i FAILED Industrial Microbiology!! sian..
the rest stil ok la.. jus abit disappointed for my Human biology diseaes :(
got a c+ for tat.. haix.. n i got a B for lame marketin!! WTH?? how did i manage to pass n get a B!!! ??
LOL..so shock.. n end up failing IM! idiot lo.. the rest ok la..Bs lo.. hmmmm..
have to buck up on IM!! in fact all have to buck up la..haha..
got scolded by mum..dun care! n dad said " aiya, no need study le la.. always nv go sch.."
tats my dad..

haha..project done!! hehe.. HACCP sux ok!! is food sc! not bio tech lo..
anyway, is done. haha..
ok..damn tired now!! edit slide from 7pm to 11pm ok! haha..

hmmm... sis n her bf coming back tml.. haha..happy to see them..
but i prefer the peace when they not ard..wahaha.. ok nvm..
I love them still..

hmm.. exam coming le.. no more playin..
have been "slackin n playin" last two weeks.. haha.. went to farm!! n caught a rabbit! LOL..so cute la..
had enjoy myslef anyway..hehe.. backside pain :( hmmmm...ride bicycle too long le!! haha..

lazy to upload pics.. hehe..
my shoulder ache now..type so much toda..

shall stop here

GoodNite! :)

i wan to be in my own world.. seriously.

ther r so much for mi to say.

i dun have the energy to do so.

i'm ve down.

so much things not settle.

tired.

can i jus let go?

can i not care?

can i not know?

can i have some peace?

can i not stay here?

*if things not getting better in 2 yrs times, i would gona be gone*

to my gals

Time is of the essence now. Everything seems to be very crucial at this point in time. Work smart work hard and of all things BUT please do not piss your friends off because they will be your pillar of strength.
(taken for CY)

i miss those days. we dun get to meet up alot tis yr. in fact real seldom? hmmmm...
MISS YOU ALL :)
take care.
nites!

again

bei si!!! AIAI hiding :)

lazy her.

flying high!

marketing presentation is over!!

sitting on my computer chair for so long. but wat have i done? OMG. i'm so moody.. thank to my mens.. cramp and stil cramp. gal is always gal. have to suffer one week per month. do guys out ther understand??? agghhhh!!
reports r not yet done. and here they come. noise again. headache. :( who can save mi? pls..

common test is comin soooon..........
hate it!

lalala.

busy busy day

rushed to sch in the morning 8.15am. finished sch at 1pm. rushed to do project til 2pm. rushed to work. aft work, rushed for yoga.. i'm ve ve tired.i need a rest!!