My beauitful galfrens

this month wasnt pretty good for us huh?
but aft all we get over it rite? hahaa..
the power of frens? nono..
WE ARE THE BEST GALFRENS.
now, the only things that matters is the money issues.
pls dun becos of this n start to work n work and neglect ur health ok?
no one is goin aft u for money.
dun wana see u go work with fever.
dun stress up urself le ok?
u need to be strong, ur dad needs u.

ok, ELI.. read ur blog and know u wasnt happy tat i nv inform u.
first, i am sorry.
know u wont get angry with me la. haha. jus a bit sad i nv tell u in the first place rite?
hmmm..
wanted to inform u la, but scare u run away from work.
i know it was quite serious but chew mei was helpin out too.
den i know u need money oso.. tats y nv tell u first lo.
i dun wan to see u go hungry again. 1hr $10 lei..
if that day no one was helpin out, i will call u de.
but at least got mei help den i tink tell u aft ur work lo.
pls dun misunderstood that u wasnt impt ok!!
i need to tink for two side.
haha.. anyway, tink things are getting better now.
:)

love my galfrens!

for a moment i almost duno wat can i do.
for a moment i almost feel like scoldin u.
for a moment i was reali scare .
for a moment i was reali worry.
for a moment when i know is was a thousand..
i was shock.
for the moment i know is ok. settle. i was so relex.
and now again. wat can i do? fark.
i am keeping my finger cross and pray hard.
i reali dun wish dun wish dun wish any of it would happen.
PLS.
a lesson learn.
trust only ur family my dear.

yoyoyo!

i am slacking in the office. haha
jus feel like bloggin!
i am so so happy!
finally got money le!!
the cheque is here!! woohoo!!
i am so goin to bring aiai for a gromming and buy her more "mummum".
should i bring her to sentosa for a swim den to vivo for gromming?
aiyo, last weekends stil feel so empty n stress la.
paid $60 for her dry food and left less den a hundred in bank.
been tinkin of how to get some extra money for her vacination.
haha.. now.... i am rich!! "kiddin la"
i tink she been spendin most of my money huh?
haha...
most of the time aft work stil need to buy cheese burger for her.
half of my income all go into her tummy i tink. haha.
okok.. so so happy! den ytd, daddy give me 50 for aiai dry food lo.!
cause i tell him the ppl goin to send the dry food to our hs.
blah blah blah.


okokok.. cheer! i am goin in lab to work le. byebye

aiyo..
i am very lazy.
stil haven reali start to do my report.
find some info le.
but hor, ......
how ar? duno how to start sia?
how to do the AES sia?
must use sch intranet?
or wat?
aiyo.
sian sian sian.
hahhahaa..
sat goin to vic hs with jac for dog gathering.
finally can bring aiai take bus le.
haven use her new bag to bring her take bus.

now i am so sian ar!!
haha.

2 more months to do my fyp.
need to start le!

byebye!

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hey gals,
sorry if i neglected u even i know smth is wrong.
didnt pay much attention.
i got no position to say anyting la. haha
i am in deep shit.
didnt wan to say le.
tired of tellin and make u gals listen.
same old topic tat nv end??
sian. used to tell u all abt how i feel.
but now, ya quite numb le.
quite tired aft all.
:) but i wont give up yet la. haha.
for xuan, gald u fianlly wake up?
hope u can walk out of it ya.
for mei, try to endure it and speak out ok?
for eli, tink u r quite alrite la hor? beside money.. haha.
for me? i need to JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!
u gals too!!

love U, U and U!

hahaha. lying on my bed for the whole toda.
having a side headache now.
shall start writing my report tml!!
hope i can bring myself to type out.
blah blah blah!!

typing tis on the floor now. got pushin down by daddy n mummy.
both of them watchin kingkong on my bed -_-!
eatin snack......
i want to tell them i am tired and i wan to sleep.
but.... hahaha.. PS la. LOL
aiai making sound to ask for the snack my mum is eating.. haha..

i tink common test coming?? tis coming week?
all the best to vic n cy ya.
good luck and study hard!!
dun miss me too much ar :) haha
JIA YOU!

goodnite!

jia you everyone!! :) :) :)

so so so sad and tired.
just reached home and couldnt bring myself to slp.
didnt wan to come back.
but aiai is waiting for me. haix.
wat can i say?
i miss u? i hate u? i love u?
i miss my life? i hate my life? i love my life?
wth? haha. damn emo.
goin for my appointment tml.
*pray hard*
bear with it. one more yr to go.

smth to say,
aiai reali understand wat i said to her!!! wtf?
or she can feel me?
simply love her so much.
thanks god she is here to walk with me.

ok, time to rest?
goodnite.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you.

ok. didnt reali wan to blog but i reali cannot take it.
i am feeling so upset.
life so tough for me now.
hate it hate it hate it.
so much things running across my brain.
WORK is stressful when i couldnt make it in the morning.
my job is easy. and my in charge is so good and kind.
i got no reason to skip work.
but i cant stop myself from the giddyness in the morning tat kills me!
i hate it. wat can i do now. i feel so bad.
next, FYP due in 3 months time.
i know nth. reali nth!
should start doin my report and poster le.
but i got nth to put.
and weekends is always not enough.
how to find time to do my FYP?
monday to thursda, 7.30pm reach home.
8pm done bathing.
9pm done with my dinner.
10pm done with my playing with aiai.
den i slp le.
so how to do my FYP on weekdays?
work is getting more busy as i learn more skill.
sometime, doin non-stop.
so tired.
i hate 6 months attachment cum FYP.
becos there is no much time to do my FYP!
unfair.
ppl in sch use 3 months to do thier FYP.
wat abt those havin 6 months attachment cum FYP?!!
SUX.

ok, next, my driving test is coming soon again.
but i couldnt bring myself for car pract. ( i hate driving! )
haix.i am so not good in driving but i dun wana fail again.
its so costly!

u guys must be tinkin y i wana get my car license now huh?
no money, no time, and stil got sch work to handle.
i didnt wan to take a car license.
but i need it asap.
not for driving but for wat i am waiting for.
so tired. getting a license not for driving. how stupid of me.
ok.
i hate parkin. reali hate it.
just farking let me pass!

i gona hate this year.
its damn sux!
some idiots out there extended my sadness for another year.
F them!

wat is done is done.
i gona go on and pay for my mistake.
gals, it was reali my mistake.

my life, my choice, my mistake.