teach tuition again?

ok. i have been askin myself whether to teach back pri sch kids anot. is kinda stressful job for mi. but the cost of it is high. hmm.. should i? i have quit teaching for some time le..

in fact, i dun like it..it is reali a tough job.. always had to pray hard tat they will score good results back. hmmm... now tat i have a new job le..should i work for both?

$10 per hr / sit and talk alot... $5 per hr / stand whole day..

so which one is better?

$money money money$

in mood to do alot of thingy

toda was so busy! change bed sheet, contact dog groomer located at sengkang, do reports and revise tis week notes. hmmm...i haven bath.. haha..i ate cup noodle for lunch :(

fed aiai with kangaroo meat toda..?? (vic gave mi de) haha.tml will be bringin aiai to grooming le..is so near to my hs..woohoo.. it will cost mi $40..not ve cheap lo..pet lover only charge $50.

goin to cut aiai bota..haha..

pract

i didnt realise chi ying took tis foto until she showed mi...haha..

do i look serious?

toda went to sch jus for pract. i tink for tis sem i'll be doin pract more den any other..haha..went to sch for less den 2 hrs in the morning..hmmm..$2.30 again..haix..is not much to see $2.30..but how abt $2.30 x 20? alot huh? can buy a new cloth per month le..wahaha..

i realised tat i got alot of work to do..haha..
1. marketing tut 2
2. human D report
3. ABC report
4. cell tech report
5. MBT report
6. IM report

wow..ok..is alot for mi.. i only did some part for some report. and some is stil untouch.haha..
need to jia you..hehe..but first, i tink i need to bring aiai out for a walk.. :)
byebye

grow up

i tink is time for mi to say someting huh? but tis time, i'm not gona say any. i'm reali TIRED. u all will nv know how i feel. NEVER..!

ok. i wont give any comment nor will i say any to both of u.

cos i'm no longer able to bring laugher to the 3 of u.

i'm tired. real tired. exhausting is wat i can say.

take care gals.

ok..toda is a good day for mi huh? went for an job interview at amk hub.

guess wat? i'll be start workin on next thursda :) hehe..

i didnt like it although..haha..it will jus make mi more tired..but is better den all sort of foolish stuff out ther waitin for mi to see n settle it off..i dun like it.

when the day come, it will not only makes mi happy but oso stress...

i duno whether am i doin the rite thing anot..but i'll jus go on. cos i reali duno wat to do den.

hmmm...hope i can handle my studies and work ya...haha..

is gona to be a tough year 2009.

*i wan to be alone, pls dun ask mi out.*

shawn's bb celebration

ok.went to zouk on sat to celebrate shawn's bb..haha..spend abt $400 plus jus on alcohol...hmmm..not mi :) haha..anyway, i did had fun but i was tinkin too much tat day la..tinkin of ?? hmmm...alot.alot.. xue ying told mi someting n ya i'm stil tinkin of it..haha..it tat true? shall i jus do wat she said? i tink i had most of the fun with Rajiv ba..haha..he is mad? LOL.. guess wat.. i forgot to take foto with the bb boy!! haha..

ah wu cut his hair le..haha..more handsome huh?? wahaha..

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ok. now i got someting to complain..can i?

i'm ve angry n hot now..got accused by my mum n sis..WTF.. so wat if i'm used to it.. i'm a huamn being ok. ? and tis time i did voice out to say NO! NOT MI! so wat? my mum fark care mi and continue to scold at mi.. and? suddenly the two of them stop accusing mi and went silent..y? becos they found out tat is their wrong huh? n guess wat? they jus shut their mouth up..n fark care mi..foolish idiots! make my nite sux. thank to them.

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Andy will always said tat i'm lazy n blah blah blah and will ask mi why i dun help do hs work? hmmm...i told him the reasons..and ther he tink i'm bullshiting..in fact, did he tink abt his gf? his gf had nv do all tis till now..at least i did help in the past..and i can tell u, my reasons is true..i'll help n do only if my mum is sick, oversea and workin..but NOT when she went gambling! haha..anyway he will slowly realised tat he got the worst one out of the 3..wahaha..becos she is the eldest one..she showed mi her world n teach mi alot...n now here i'm :) ok.. Andy pls dun take it too serious huh?? haha..and jie jie u too..

ok..tml goin for job interview at amk hub. tired..

Goodnite :)

*can i have some sugar in my life pls?*

changin of tut time toda

toda, planned not to go for morning lect cos it will have a 4 hrs break in between b4 marketing tut start..so i slept at home...wake up at 9.30am to go toilet..and recevied vic's sms..oh no, marketing tut had brought forward to 11am.. end up i cant continue my slp..i was so sleepy.. haix.. went for marketing tut..it was NTH at all !!! DOING NTH!! agghhhh...!!! waste $2.30 bus fare for nth..haha..wat a waste trip..

packing my notes for tis week n next week :) so tidy le..haha..happy happy..

is time to do my work le..byebye.

love is great

ok. here i have to say..loving someone is great..n one might or will lose himself or herself..

tis few days, things doesn't go smoothly..i'm upset..but i reali do understand wats wrong..
although thing got cancelled last mins but the frenship wont be cancelled :)

sch is quite slack for mi tis few days..haha..went home early..woohoo..
didnt reali have time to meet up with galfrens..
n realised tat tis frenship is abit blend..should add some salt , sugar and stuff in huh..to make to more tasty like last time..maybe all had grown up n have their own personal life ya..
less joke n laugh le..hmmmmm...our frenship seem to be getting far apart..
everyone is busy with life n of cos due to studies ya.. :) JIA YOU!

i'm in need of cash! wher is my pay??!!

*need some adjustment in life*

clubbing?

is clubbing a bad thingy?
ya..to some extend huh??
ok. watever.

SORRY SHAWN.

second day of sch

hmmm..tired is wat i can said..haha..actually nth much goin on in sch tis two days..jus feel so tired to wake up so early..LOL..

i had enjoyed my birthda with my beloved frens..we had fun ya..haha..had my 3 wishes for tis yr. in my 19 yrs of life, tis is the first time i had my wishes becos i reali need it.. :)

accidently deleted my link list!!! aghhh..

*frens r always the best* muack!

LOVE

sorry

u ask mi y am i avoidin u? why? bcos i dun wana be tie. understand? u know mi well huh?

i can live without u..i can live life like tis..i wan freedom. i do miss u at times..but stil, i choose to avoid u..i jus dun wan to give u too much hope..

* i dun like to be tie by ppl*

*i go for wat i wan*

*human change with time*

i understand y u give mi tis blog.

i promised u to use tis blog.

ya. i'm using.

but tat doesnt means anyting.

lets fate bring us back yrs later.

for now,

my studies is more n most important den anyting.

tis is y i asked u to go over ther to study.

i need to be alone to get wat i wan in life.

i'm not selfish.

is for our own good.

i believe.

20 of apr

ook.tml will be 20 of apr..
first, it will be my 19 yr old birthda.. i'm not happy or excited abt it..n i'm not reali gona to celebrate it..jus a dinner with frens will do..i'm ve broke. no $ to celebrate too..wahaha..
second, stupid sch start tml too..i hate it..makes mi so moody..i have to slp early tonite for sch tml..if not, i tink i'll be out to celebrate til midnite..haha..i tink ther wont be anyting surprising like last yr.. haha..
is a new yr n a new start to mi tml..bcos it will be finally yr 2 for mi n i'm 19..hahaa..went to sign up for yoga le..happy..haha..have to keep fit ya..have been growing fatter n fatter..haix..it will start one month later..on every wed 8.30 to 9.30pm..hehe..
got myself a new bag too..is damn cheap..only $12.90..not nice la..i jus need it for sch..haha..n only for sch..LOL..is a good sch bag..but not for goin out to malls i guess..wahaha..
*target for tis sem result is : i dun wan any C* (one of my birthda wish if i have 3 wishes) wahaha..

present

my first birthda present..wahaha..

2 more days to lect hall n lab.

ok. sch start on monda. i realised tat i have a lot more to do..but time is running out!

hmmm...slack too much huh? haha..feel a bit stress..haha..anyway, gona join yoga class again tis coming may with eli. :) i love it.. haha..

have been tellin myself tis few day tat i must n will have my 10k in bank at the age of 23.wahaha..do u tink i can? hehe...i did plan la..but of cos stil need some luck n a lot of hardwork. :) n at the age of 25, i wan to have my own hs. haha..

aiai playing

my nite life at home

poor aiai waiting for food.

wahaahah..wana know how i spent my midnite time at home?? look at these photo n u will know! supper!


manjong!

tis is my nite life at home! wahaha..

sisters!

ther is a big beehive on my bedroom's window!

haha..asked my jie to read my blog abt wat my dad had said..
n she said ' wa, foto ve clear..lets take some..' haha..so we took some..LOL..

end up photo wasnt clear..wahaha..stupid..

do we look alike?? haha.

hmmmm...toda is a tiring day..packed my cloths and do clear up..helped mum to prepare dishes..she is cookin..once again, bcos ah yee, uncle and jie, bf are coming back to eat..haha..

i'm fine with it la..cos more ppl eat den cook lo..less ppl eat dun need so fan ma cook..tats wat my mum would always say..haha..

terrible feeling

terrible feelin i have now. cant slp. ben dan.
i promised myself i wont let anyting affect my studies n my future.
life have to go though pain before having happiness..
i believe. i'm goin to bear with all the pain n terrible feelin.
live life the way i wan it to be.

*miss*

daddy n mummy

haha..was eating with daddy for supper jus now..suddenly he talked abt toto..n said " wa..if i got one million, i wan to buy myself a gold coffin to keep..n aft 3 second, he said " aiyo, tink better not, later cannot die in peace...tink ppl will go dig my gold coffin out.." wahaha..lame.....i laughed like freak..wahahahahahaaa...tat's my bota dad and fatty mummy.. :0

All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players.They have their exits and their entrances; And one man in his time plays many parts...

*i must do the thing i think i cannot do*

timetable for yr 2 sem 1

ok..i have to wake up at 7am or 8am in the morning everyda from mon to fri..shit..so EARLY!
lesson start from 8am or 9 am everyda..lucky sch end at 3pm for most of the days..only tuesda sux..eeeeeeeeeee...from 8am to 6pm!!
total 5 pract per week..mean 5 reports per week to do!! wth..
sian sian sian...

* time will pass faster like tis :)*

sian

hmmm.. nth much happened toda. actually goin out for dinner..but end up mum got cook..she will only cook when my ah yee, uncle, sis n bf come home..if not she wont care! haha..ok. i'm used to it..toda got herb soup drink..once again.becos ah yee got come my hs..sometime feel abit jealous..hehe..was so boring, suddenly mum said lets play black jack..haha..so we played for half an hr til dad reached home from work..n they r now playin manjong..haha..i won $9..LOL.. ok..i'm boring.. playin with aiai while she is trying to get some slp.
*love AIAI*

pasir ris park picnic

went to pasir ris park for picnic toda..haha.ok. everyone was late! hmmmm... quite fun when we r playin cards game..lol..how does the food taste?? no comment huh? haha.. rain came twice but we r strong enough huh? the rain didnt managed to get rid of us! :) didnt managed to fly the kite high la..sian..so ps lo..ppl kite so big n nice..n my one was so TINY and CUTE! wahaha..lame.. ther is one particular photo tat i wanted to post but hmmmm..tink n tink again..due to some reason, i tink better not to post la..haha.. ok.here r some photo for toda :)

i lost the game..being force to eat the bake rice when i reali full!

AUNTIES

CUTE KITE?

*i always know tat he is nice n caring towards mi*

mi?

*I have a rebellious side. I know exactly what i want out of life.*

zouk nite

jus woke up n i realised both my legs r so painful! i cant even walk properly..
dance for 4 hrs non stop ytd.. i did enjoyed myself with shawn n elen..but stil if someone is ther, i'll be more happy n high..haha.
i can stil rmb tat gay! elen aimed him..shawn n mi were tryin to help by pushin them..end up, he is a GAY huh? aiyoyo..stupid..n the jean he wear cost $500. woohoo..too bad he is a GAY.
ok. how am i going to hike tml?? i cant even walk properly now..haix..HOW?
hmmm..tink i should start preparing tml stuff..alot thingy to bring. haha..

some pic we took :)

*i can see u dancing with mi when i close my eyes in the air*