EXAM!

ok. exam is ard the conner. i'm stress bcos i wasnt tat stress.! i waste time day dreaming in front of the notes.. i can only spend less den 1 hr on my notes. n ther i go ZzzZZzz..
lots of things happened. i spend more time on it den on my studies.
i dun wana to care n know!
but why?? why everyone is tellin mi n askin mi? how am i suppose to ans? or to give an ans?
ok.. i hate it! i wana be alone!!

is this a kind of exam stress? haha... i dun tink so ba.. i'm reali in a bad mood.
so......... pls do not disturb mi during tis period.. i'll ignore u :)
byebye.

i wonder

ARE THEY STUPID TO TINK THAT I'M STUPID?

ARE THEY BRAINLESS WHEN THEY HAVE A BRAIN?

ARE THEY RESPECTING THEMSELVE WHEN THEY ARE NOT RESPECTING THE OTHERS N MI?

ARE THEY FOOLISH TO TINK N DO FOOLISH STUFF?

AM I TOO CHILDISH OR MATURE TO TINK THAT THEY ARE IMMATURE?

wat can i do to help or save her?

ok..i'm ve upset n angry.
tis little gal who i had brought her up since young.
i love her n i wan her to be safe n good in everyting.
i used to scold n cane her when she is stil small.
i know she dislike mi and she is scare mi.
i had no choice but to teach her tis way.
is for her own good.
i gain nth.
up to now, she is still a small little gal to mi which i had to worry for her for everyting she do..
her studies and her frens.
i dun wan her to regret when she is older.
i wan her to be good.
sometimes, i duno wat i do is rite or wrong.
wat i can do is, i did tried my ve best to look after her.
since young she didnt like to study.
she is lazy n naughty.
is was hard for mi to look after her.
but i had nv give up no matter wat.
when she reached pri 4. i dun cane her anymore.
i know, i reali know. i had to give her respect at the age of 10.
so i used words to teach.. but she dun seem to be listening..
still.. i nag n nag her to study.
ok. finally she is sec 1 now.
but things dun seem to be getting better.
ok.. her studies are ok.
i was proud to know tat she did not bad for her chi n oso some math topic.
i'm reali happy. i hope everytings stay still..
in fact, i'm fine tat she hang out alot with frens..
but things change when i realise tat she wasnt ve happy with sch.
ppl findin her trouble makes mi worry.
but i stil believe tat she'll be fine n wont make trouble.
becos i'm the one tat brought her up..
i taught her wat is rite n wat is wrong.
but now.. i'm ve worry..
wat can i do?
something is ve wrong.
i duno wat should i do!
i reali duno.
FRIENDS?? how am i goin to teach her?
is she goin to repeat wat her sis had went through before?


i seriously need help.

hmmm...wat can i say?

i feel good after tellin one of my fren *something*.. tink we spent 3 to 4 hrs chating like aunties.. haha..
ok.. i jus finshed my part on HACCP report.. haha.. finally can rest le! tired! hmmm..
my NE project's video will be show out to all SCL student to watch.. as it was a GOOD one! wahaha..
actucally feel a bit pai seh la.. i'm a mother (aunties) in the show. haha... :(

haix..i'm tinkin of exam now! seem like ther r alot of stuff to study :(
i wan to burn all the notes n drink it!