i am sorry

i'm sorry that i cant make it for projects sometime aft school.
every two weeks to a month i will have a very impt appointment to meet.
for me, it is a very important appointment which i cannot afford to miss or even late for a min.
tis is not a excuse for me not attenting the project meetin.
all i can said is i am reali sorry to cause the trouble of changing project timing.



YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER TIS POST.
YOU MADE ME ENDED UP LIKE TIS.

have been eatin alot tis few days.
OMG. wat happened to me?
haha.
grow so round.
toda aiai vomit again.
is it becos of the glucosamin tat i gave her?
haix. i already reduce the amt le.
from daily switch to weekly le.
agh..
and i scolded her " AIAI CAN YOU STOP VOMITING!"
i am so bad :(
aft that pei her for a 3 hrs nap.
she look unwell :(
but she's fine now. haha

i am doin mole gene report.
but... again i.......
duno wat i'm doin le.
haix
been forcing myself to do some revision.
but once i take out the notes, i sure slp.
how huh?
and i tink i got some emotional stress.
ate 3 bowl of noodles in less den 10 hrs.
:( scary hor.
i need to stop eatin le!!

sis's bf doin colour on his hair.
got some left over chemcial
so i jus pour on my hair lo.
wahaha.
now waiting for another 20 mins
so i am goin to help aiai cut her nails and clean her ears le.
goodnite!

DADDY ASKED ME " WHY YOU SO STUPID DUN WANA EAT THE CHICKEN's SKIN?"

the one that being lefted behind is always the one that gets hurted?
it that so?
YA, IT IS.
but will ther be a double pain if u know that he left u not becos he wana leave you?
hmmm..
is better that he left u for another gal rather den he left u jus bcos he had and he needs to leave u. ?
haha. jus being emo.

okok.
jus now on my way back saw so many of them.
so happy. wana get down the bus.
but........hmmm.
love lookin out the bus's window.
guess what i am looking for?
haha.

bathed for aiai.
she so smart like me.
hahaha.
love her a little bit more den u all.
hehe.

now, i reali dun feel like doin any sch work.
aghh.
i duno how to do the bioinfo la.
stupid.
i wan to start prepear for exam but...
hmmmm... how?
jus so lazy.
omg. mole gene report coming. shit.
no idea wats goin on.

oh btw, ther was one day that my mum told me smth
she said " if u wana continues study uni aft poly den ther go ahead lo"
wahaha.
so so so happy.
but too late?
hmm.. i didnt reali put in all my afford lei.
and my GPA only ........
den i replied " huh, y suddenly wan let me study uni le?"
and she dun need to ans actually.
cos i already know her ans!
wahaha.

time to do my work.
I JUS WANA SLACK LIKE A PIG!

their smile

i am very happy rite now.
cos both my daddy n mummy are very happy as i got daddy a mp3.
loaded with songs they like.
haha.
daddy had been playing with it since 11 pm plus til 1 am plus.
he smiled so happily like a small kid with toy on his hand.
den when he went to slp, mummy took it and guess wat happened?
hahahaa
daddy tell mummy not to use and put it back if not no bat tml.
wahaha..
like small kid rite?
i was laughin inside.
mummy dun care!
she's using it now while doin her midnite house chore.
looked into their eyes and i can see how happy they are.
i guess this is the only thing i can do for them rite now.
and i promise to give them a better life in the future.
although sometimes i am unhappy with my family but stil i love them
because they will nv leave me for any reason.
anyway, i am reali very happy now.
l love their smile because they make me smile too.

better weekends with sad mood?

i tink i will have a better weekends le!
as protein tech project due date was changed to week 16!!
woohoo~~
and protein tech report changed to wed!
wahaha..
feel so relaxed.! yeah!

ok tis morin didnt manage to go for marketin tut.
aiai vomited again. agh!
but at least i got clean up hor.
unlike SOMEONE out ther!
eeeeeeeeerrrr..left the vomit jus on the dog's bed for days..
wahaha!! u know i meant u huh!!
faster clean and waste the bed!
hahaha.

tis two weeks been so busy n tired.
every morning wake up and feel so giddy.
even when i walk til half way or doin smth i will jus black off for a few sec.
damn it.
i dun like tis type of hectic life ok!
haha. i know all of u dun like la.

tis mornin as usual wake up and was so giddy.
but tis mornin was the worse one.
i recevied a msg.
well, a msg that i hoped n prayed i will nv recevie.
but wat to do?
people in the world can let me down.
but can i let people who loves me down?
NO.
i need to be strong again.
controlled my emotion and cleaned for aiai and went to sch as nth had happened.
act as i am so fine.
but i wasnt.
wanted so much to go toilet for a cry.
but i cant.
hahaha.
i will be ok!
YONG SI TING WILL NEVER FALL AGAIN :)

Projects!

i am seriously loaded with projects!.
one more week to go!
JIA YOU.
ok, i am reali ve busy n tired.
i tink i had neglected someone.
no longer like last time
but hope this someone will understand le.
well, ...........hmmmm...
i am tired. i need a long rest.
lots of stuff to do doin tis comin weekend!
protein tech report.. bioprocess mini test and ws.
and PROJECTS.

i wan to slp. i wan to slack.

common test's result are always so weird.

ok. i am fine with my result.
only disappointed with my immunology.
i tok i will do well for that.
i aim for at least a B!
and i got a C+. WTH.
didnt expected that i will get a B for bioprocess and A for bioinfo.
kinda weird.
stupid hor?
hahaha.
anyway not bad la.
results almost the same as vic's.
she was like..............so dun dare to see her result.
haha.

ok. hope bei bei will cheer up and work harder for the comin exam.
U can do it de! :)
JIA YOU!

now, i need to bring aiai for a walk.
den do my imm tut follow by marketing project n protein tech report.
so much do to.
feel so frustrated.

everyone ard me are sick.
and me too been feelin unwell for the pass few days.
sian. cough n cough n cough.

rest well guys!
goodnite!

i was feelin so unwell in the evenin.
so i decided to take a nap.
sis went out to see doc.
aiai been barkin n crying.
get so pissed off.
woke up scolded her with big and long cardboard pointin at her.
she stop barkin but cried more.
i ignored her.
and now she been ignoring me for 3hrs.
BAD GAL!
i am so upset. :(
shawn came over be take his bag and finally aiai cheer up.
hmmm.. so we took her for a walk.
and now, she ignore me again.
angry!
ok nvm. fine.

den daddy asked me wat time i am goin sch tml.
i replied " see i wake up wat time lo"
den he asked if i nv wake up den dun need go lo?
i replied ' aftnoon sure will go la'
he said ' u can quit ur sch n go work la. earn income to feed the family la.'
den he laughin over ther with my mum!
aghh!! he always like tis lo!
know he is jokin la.
but so bad rite?
always laugh at me.
i know he trust me.
he know i wont give up my studies de.
thats y he will speak like tis. :)
well, daddy the best hor?
haha. i guess he dote me the most.?

*forget those that needs to be forgotten and remember those wonderful memorise*


ok. common test result gona release soon!!
i need a more den PASS grade. pls.
good luck!

nitenite!

woohoo!!

wahaha.. we got it!! so many huh? hehehe.
so happy and tired n a little angry!
got bully by a bad bad bad guy.
haha
snatch the cute bear bear with me and he got it!
agh.
hahaha. okok.
time to slp.
oh anyway, have been thinkin of a qns tat someone asked me on monda nite.
maybe i reali need to tink harder abt it ba.
maybe ther's some meaning bhind it. hmm
tell mi what u think.
maybe is time to make it clear?
i guess so.
hmmm.
tml gona be a long long day.

Goodnite!

wat can i say?

agh! i cannot say here! angry.
stupid stupid stupid.
ok nvm.
well had my dinner with my family and relative jus now.
crabby!
hehe..
the food was so normal la.
hmmm.. but at least we had fun. hahaha.
ok. i had been controlling myself for someone.
i am learnin.
i am tryin.
quite upset.
but i'll stil try my best to understand.
i dropped a few tears which i had tell myself NO n NEVER will i.
and how did u manage to get it.?
oh O.
whats happenin???
btw,
can i complain?
THE PROJECTS AER JUS TOO MUCH OK!
feel so pissed off .
aghh..
damn sian la.

ok.
tml need to wake up early for my appointment.
and i cannot be late again le.
goodnite!

lame

happy shoppin!

woohoo! no longer window shoppin!!
its shop and shop
its play and play
its eat and eat!!!
bring my sis out for shoppin toda.
enjoy ourselves. hahaha
ate shaba buffet jus now.
damn full la.
spend a few hundred jus like tis.
gosh. last time!


caught this special white stitch! and its moveable!! aiai scare of it..haha
finally can buy my favour OFG Tee.
spend more than 2 hrs catchin them! and they cost me a bomb!
beloved mei mei. she got herself a pair of new shoes and a school bag.
and i guess she had fun :)
she is sleepin like pig now. tired! haha

i got it !!!

woohoo~~
happy happy
finally got a good printer for myself.
fast n good!
humph. unlike the previous one, so sucky.
haha
and its a 3 in 1 printer!
no need to ask classmate print for me le.
and thanks for printing for me at times!
ok. it was heavy la.
shawn will always be the one doin all this.
poor him.
carry ard here n ther and stil have to help mi install.
hehe.. thanks!
had our dinner at jack's place.
wahaha..
duno how to eat the "snail in the shell".
watever la.
anyway, not bad la.

ok. tml goin for car pract at 2.30pm.
too early for me. hmmmm

Oh smth to say,
i reali got pissed off by wailin.
aghh!!
she only know to slp n play la.
always last min tell ppl stuff.
i can say that she wont be able to promote de!
demote?
hahah.
watever.
dun like her la.



goodnite!

HAPPY 2010 !!!!!!

i got a lot a lot to share.
woohoo~~
i am so so so happy.
hmmm..shall start from ytd.
ytd i got my hp bill and it stated $270.
i was shock that there was a termnination fee!
FARK rite?
couldnt slp last nite. and almost cry.
was too stress up not only abt the $270 but alot of things.
i was damn sad la. haix.
so toda i try my best and tired myself to do some stupid stuff,
and manage to earn $200 out of smth. haha
and toda in the evening, i was so so lucky!!
$$$$$ FINALLY DROPPED FROM THE SKY!!
a lot a lot!!
i can pay my bills, my debt, and i can continues to go for my car pract already!!
and i can buy myself a good printer!!
woohoo~~
well, always when i am at the end of the corner waiting to die,
good things will jus happen for mi!
i feel so relax now!
i hope you too will be lucky and happy!
i know u can make it de.
jia you!

Thanks ah ma and god for blessin me.

you all are missed.

hmmm..
i tink i am reali stupid to max.
how can i forget aiai's facebook password and email password?
i tink is i type wrongly?
oh watever.
so angry with myself.
ben dan will always laugh at me and say i dumb one. haha
but now.. i am alone.
tis few days had nitemare abt him.
haix. scary.
quite sometime nv dream of him le.
but y now dream of him?
smth bad gona happen?
i cant do anything la.

oh, i am trying hard not to msg eli!!
if i msg her, we sure slack again i guess.
haha.
i wan to concentrate on sch work.
HELP ME!
i guess ally oso wont be able to concentrate ba?
hope you r fine my gal!
cheer up and listen to ur heart.
oh, i guess chew mei too have to listen to her heart huh..
hmmm..
although i am not listening to mine!
wahaha. muack!
I LOVE U ALL LA!

miss u too much